Trust

I find it difficult to trust. Although that shouldn't come as a surprise based on recent events, it does sadden me and I hope it doesn't affect my life in the future.

Right now, I doubt everything. I keep being told "it's going to get better", and as much I want to believe that's true, right now, I can't even imagine it.

How do you get your brain to believe that things are what they appear to be, when your whole world has been turned upside down and when nothing is as you thought it was?

How do you even trust yourself when you forgive and try to move forward, only to be slammed by reality once again?

How do you forget that the person you trusted and loved the most, is the one who also let you down the most?